As we came to a close of our Trauma Triggers class and worked on the experience of dehumanization, a clear understanding began to surface about the origins of trauma and Post-traumatic trauma. Therefore, it’s worth examining and gaining a deeper understanding of the phenomenon and how we might seek another path.
Trauma, all trauma is a delusion.
Let’s look at the delusion of trauma by starting with the idea of delusion.
1: a belief that is not true: a false idea He has delusions about how much money he can make at that job. He is living/laboring under the delusion that he is incapable of making mistakes. She is under the delusion that we will finish on time.
2: a false idea or belief that is caused by mental illness As the illness progressed, his delusions took over, and he had violent outbursts.
Beginning with the idea that trauma is a false idea or belief that is not true. First, let’s think about a trauma you might have gone through, how it is embedded in your emotions, and then attaching itself to the nonlinear progression of time to resurface as a similar issue is experienced.
The first trauma is what we will refer to as the original trauma. During this original trauma, at the moment of trauma, there is fear, terror, and a belief you are alone, unprotected, and that you are in danger. On a physical level, if you were just a body with no connection to God, then yes, this is the truth you are alone and could be harmed.
Let’s examine another concept, and a way of understanding this idea is to look into the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego
Are figures from the biblical Book of Daniel, primarily chapter 3. In the narrative, three Hebrew men are thrown into a fiery furnace by Nebuchadnezzar II, King of Babylon, when they refuse to bow down to the king’s image; the three are preserved from harm, and the king sees four men walking in the flames, “the fourth … like a son of God”.
there is a popular song for that is from Philippians 1:21
21 For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain. What this is showing us is faith; no trauma is experienced by Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. Their faith in God overrode the fear of death completely. If they lived, they were in the purity and truth of Christ, the peace that passes all understanding. If they died loving God, holding their faith, they would join Christ in the Heavenly realms, and they would gain the joys of heaven. There was no loss presented to them. To believe in the terror of this kind of death would give in to the deception of Satan. That the body/spirit, once harmed, can be separated from God. They were not alone. Their faith in this story shows a 4th man joining them in the fire. It was the son of God, ensuring the full armor and protection of God was given them in their hour of need and in the pure faith they displayed.
Now I know that it is hard to imagine the kind of faith they showed us. Yet, within that level of faith where living or dying was nothing less, where the love of God was all, we are protected from trauma.
This feels like it takes us back to the time of our origins before the idea of deception was introduced. Where we knew who we were in God’s love, part of the light, high frequency, and in the original blessing. It goes along with the work as well we are exploring in getting off timeline decay and returning to God’s blessing.
Without the emotional impact of terror or fear, we are free of future recurrence of trauma.
Step by step, we grow and learn.
When trauma surfaces, we can celebrate that it is presenting itself to us to fully clear and disappear. So PTSD is a blessing, especially if we remember to pray and turn it immediately over to God asking for His help.
Seek ye first the kingdom of God
and His righteousness
and all these things shall be added unto you
Hallelujah
ask and it shall be given unto you
seek and ye shall find
knock and the door shall be opened unto you
Hallelujah
