I have wondered why sometimes it seems God stretches my limits and asks of me to do more than I think I can. I am willing to be obedient to God and The opportunities for growth and fulfillment of purpose, but I am not always perfect in the yes God you got it! I sometimes question, can I really do what you are asking of me and spend periods of time in some level of doubt in myself? Then I came back, God did not give me more than He knows I am capable of handling, I must be able to do this. And I relax into the next big thing I am being shown is mine to do, and dig in and get to work on it.
What I KNOW is that when God gives you a lot of opportunities, you can say no, but honestly you shouldn’t. Free will is great, that is the truth. And… We came to grow and fulfill our mission and purpose. Each item we check off the list of accomplished or in the process is bringing us closer to the growth God had meant for us.
You may recall some time back I mentioned most folks started at God-sourced creation at a frequency of 3200-5000. This was dependent on which God cloud you came from. That was meant to be a starting frequency, not once in all my incarnations was I there. Most folks in society today are at about 190 frequency. Our group is higher. To get into my programs the lowest folks are in the low mid 300’s and if you have been with me for years you may be over a 1000 or even close to 1500 in your frequency.
Accepting the BIG Do’s you are presented with is the path up the ladder of the fulfillment of mission and purpose. I take the time now to write about this as soon there may/will be another infant joining our family. I am young in relation to the 1500 intended human life from God-sourced creation, but I am reminded in our weird society I will be forced in 4 years to start receiving governmental retirement whether I want it or not. What I know right now is raising my beautiful family is challenging and a huge blessing. I am deeply happy and fulfilled in the journey and grateful for this incredible privilege.
Nothing you are asked to do will be a breeze. But ‘Knowing’ God has this journey handled and even if I don’t know what is around the corner, Life is beautiful and I am grateful to be here at this time.
You may remember Sarah, Abraham’s wife having a baby in what some historians show around age 90. There is some indication she lived to 137. What you might not know is Abraham was a fool and pretended Sarah was his sister, not his wife. This was when they were young and looking to accumulate wealth. Pharaoh took Sarah into his hareem while Pharaoh showered Abraham with great wealth. God cursed the pharaoh and sent a plague to decimate the Egyptians. When the pharaoh realized he had been deceived he gave Sarah back to Abraham and banished him, angry, why did you do this to me and my people? Take your wife and all your possessions and leave me and my lands. Abraham was scheming and conniving. He had been dishonest and had brought harm to others. I often think God needed some time with Abraham before he was willing to trust him with a son. And so Sarah, who was promised a child, laughed at the news she was now at age 90 pregnant. And her son is her great joy, and she lives well beyond what she might have to enjoy the fulfillment of her life as a mother.
We all have likely been willful, perhaps not always doing what we were given to do, and gone off in crazy directions, off our God path. Let’s learn from Sarah and Abraham. Do what you are asked. Do it in a timely way. Breathe when we doubt our abilities and keep going. Stay in prayer and trust God’s hand is moving through us and our life and enjoy the great accomplishments we are given to experience!
